How do i get to him?
Well...thats a good question...i can tell you how He got to me...He simply managed to put a mirror in front of me...but not just a whatsoever one ...a spiritual mirror...not one of the kind, we use to look ourselves in the bathroom when we get up, but one of the kind we look in, and we see things hidden to the visuality of the physical eye... not one of the kind we look at complacently, always ready to find exuses for ourselves and others, but the type of mirror you look in, and you see yourself with the eyes He sees us...
ok...(you could ask)..but whats the point in all this?...what is He up to?...what comes into His pocket, by trying to cause disunion in between me and myself?...
Well...i can think of only one reason...He wants to show us, how we look like trying to strugle ourselves trough life, without considering to let Him come into our lifes, so that He can strugle for us, and carry our loads...
Cmon...(you might say again)...gimmi a break...can anyone be such a masochist?...
Well...i told you at the very bigining...He loves us...but once more...not with the love we humans like to love each other, becouse when we say to each other "i love you"...most of the time, deep in our souls we mean to say that: "i love myself, and in order for me to succed to do this undisturbately, i need to convince you (and myself) of the fact that i really love you"...
The Bible though, defines love as it follows:
"Love means: beeing capable to suffer for others...it means: beeing free from envies...it means: not getting puffed up, and not look for personal glory...Love doesnt behave unseemly...doesnt look at his own interest...doesnt let himself provoke easily , and doesnt count up the evil, to those who perpetrate it against him... doesnt delect himself into iniquity though, but it does delect himself into thruth and rightness...Love forgives everything, believes everything, and hopes everything"...
yes...thats how love does things...and now, id like everyone to look into his conscience, and ask himself: ..."do i own this kind of love"?..."woukd i be capable to respond to the aspectatives of this love, in just one single point mentioned by it"?
donno about you my friends, but i must admitt...after 12 years of walking on the narrow path, i still have to beg God very intensively, if i want to be abble to declare of myself, that i own at least a morsel of this love...ok...we are not all alike, and some of us manage to do things,
the other will never manage to do, and viceversa...but still...can anyone of us say that he possess this kind of love in every single detail...if there is a person like that in between us, ill be the first to reconize that he doesnt need Jesus Christ...he can make it alone...
But its simply impossible that trough the entire history of humanity, a human beeing could ever been born in full possess of a love like the one we are talking about..God himself infact, arranged things in a way that no flesh could ever show pride in front of him and closed up everyone and everything under the sin, in a way that later (trough the rebirth) He could have compassion and mercy towards everyone and everything...
You dont dig that?...dont like it?...well yes...i must admitt that in the begining, i also disliked this one, but then God, (in his infinite mercy) explained me the reasons of a procedure like this, and i got all ashamed in front of Him...i always get ashamed when i try to make a process to Him for this or that reason...He, (as love doesnt count up evil to anyone) gradually istructs me on everything i need to be instructed, and sometimes He does this in a way that i start crying and saying (along with Paul the apostol) the followings:...
"Oh!...what a depth of richness, and wisdom, and knoweledge can be found in God!... how unsearchable are his judgments, and the paths He walks on!...who can say to know the mind of the Lord?... or who has been his counsellor?...or who had anticipated anything to Him, for which now he expects to be repaied?...as of him, and through him, and to him, are all things: to whom be glory for ever. Amen"
so...alltoghether, i couldnt tell you how to get to Him, as noone can take anything for himself, unless its not given to him from above... i would have some good tips though...just search for Him, and be sure that you will find Him...if your hearth beats toghether with His, He will let you find him...allthough He has loved us much before we even got to know of His existence, this is a matter of cooperation...both sides need to appeal to each other...just knock, and theyll open the door 4 you...but dont get discouraged, if things dont begin to work right away, becouse its vile and valueless anything its not worth to get on your knees to pray for... .
on this website there will be a forum, where we can talk about all this, and ill try to do whatewer i can, to be of assistance to any of you... if asked...the website itself is all about Jesus, so no problems at all...
now...its all about Jesus, but its a litle bit also about the music i receved from Him...there will be videos and audios, to dowmload at absolutelly no cost whatsoever...i am a musician, and i try to make a living out of music, but this is not the case on this website...its been given for free to me, so i would never dare to sell for money what i upload on here...there are other websites ive uploaded other more commercial genres of music, but as far as this music is concerned, there is no price to it...
ok....ill start by showing you some of my videos, but i must advise you...this is jazz music, and its up to certain levels, so i cannott garantee that it will be liked very much...it doesnt have to be liked on the other hand, as listening to jazz music is not a requested condition for entering Heavens door...the only condition to enter Heavens door, is to put faith in the Son of God, Jesus...there cannot be any other conditions of any sort exept of good will and faith...
originally my plan was to put up a musical Gospel, but the Gospel, is Gospel also if there are not valuable jazz musicians listening to it...of course i wish there could be some of them in between us, becouse they could aprecciate the musical message, but we will survive also without them...
so...from now on, ill put a tune (video) on every page, for a total of 8 tunes...thats all ive got 4 the moment, but as i receve other things, i wont delay to upload them...on the top of the page there will be the title of the tune, underneath that, the video itself, and under that one, a short written reflection in general lines, of what the tune is trying to express...allthough i am sure that the music itself will speak up...for any other issue we dispose of the forum...lets have a great time getting to know Jesus more and more...